I’ve been thinking, as I do lol, and this is almost a
continuation of my last post. I’m realizing that I’m ok with not having one
style. I have a dark and a light side and my style represents that. I also have
kind of a middle ground as well. I don’t have one go to. Sometimes I want to
wear all black or a white thermal shirt, sometimes I want to wear a fuzzy
bubblegum pink sweater, and other times I want to wear a yellow dress. I’ve
felt like I’ve needed to narrow it down, but really I don’t. Sure it’s easier
if I do, but like life, everything isn’t black and white. It’s easier if I
accept myself as who I am: someone that does what feels right.
I’ve been watching this youtuber https://www.youtube.com/user/BreenyLee
and she’s been inspiring me more than probably any other youtuber, it’s insane.
Particularly her pep talks. I’ve been watching her videos all day, and they’re
getting my mindset right. Back to myself. To where it needs to be. I really
feel she has it figured out in so many aspects. She read her “list” of what she
wanted in her dream partner and hers was more extensive than mine, and I found
that comforting. I thought I was expecting too much. She made me want to work
on mine more.
I feel like I have more to say, but I’m going to leave it at
this for now.
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